The 5th day of my 2nd week. I am extremely tense this morning.. I am glad I can move actually! I must get myself some Access bars to help with the doms (delayed onset muscle soreness). As I still need to be able to do things with the girls. I love feeling last nights workout in the morning! It means I worked hard enough last night.
I am so pumped that I am finally getting into this. I turned down my favourite japanese dish yesterday.. So proud! *pats self on back*
I think this whole 12 week challenge makes alot of people feel uncomfortable, the reality that I have taken the leap, off the edge into the unknown... like I am trying to say something to them when I mention it, or when I say no to something. Its got NOTHING to do with anyone else. Its all about me. Yep I am being selfish for 12 whole weeks.
I am just working hard for a body that I have winged and moaned for, for a VERY long time. I want this more than anything right now, and I also want my friends and family to support me, and not be concerned by what I am doing, or intimidated by self control. Because all the people we long to look like, have self control. I have paid for a fully supported program, that has been designed specifically for me.
Everything going to be ok!! More than ok... I am going to be much happier if I can stick this out and make some real life changes. I have been too confortable for too long... and now its time to Get and STAY out of my comfort zone. Nothing of significance happens when your comfortable.
As I type this it is 7:42am a fresh winters morning, of about 14degrees, and my darling daughters are running around naked, squeeling, "we're naked were naked". The best laugh I have had in a while. They can be delightful one minute and prehistoric, the next. Beating on each other. hitting, growling, screaming.... dear god what is to come. The fun continues.
Daddy gets home for a short break next week, so we are really looking forward to that. I think its just going to be 5 days of soaking up his daddyness... and enjoying every waking moment! He's on dishes for the whole 5 days.... just kidding.. I wouldn't do that, not that he wouldn't help out anyway. My husband is a pretty amazing man. Not loke alot of men that wont touch the washing or the dishes... he changed bottoms from day one witht he girls, and he continues to help out where ever needed years on.
Time to get ready to head out for the day. Off to see a MEM FOX presentation to the importance of reading aloud to your children. I am really looking forward to it as she is quite the inspiration.
over.and.out
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