I have been trawling the "Blog spots" of some truly inspirational Man and Woman that I have come across through my 12week challenge with Ideal Bodies Online.
"When it's something you truly wish to do, there's a way to get it done. There's a way to cut through all the objections, obstacles and excuses, and to make it happen."
A truly inspiring read Finding Focus after forty
No matter the dream, there is always something that gets in the way, its the way we overcome these obstacles that matters. The key word being overcome....
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It seems that good help these days is hard to find. So many are reluctant to help, to understand that we all have different needs and priorities, is it so wrong to have your Health and fitness at the top of that list? You would think so after the strange and slightly unsettling comments and looks I have had over the past 3 weeks.
Having your husband away so often for so long, it gets a little lonely, you start to go a little insane, and it feels like sometimes... no one really gets it, let alone the difficulties of not having anyone to help out when you really need it.
I take my hat off to all the single mothers in the world, its hard enough being a mother today, with the slaughtering that we receive from every man and their dog.
I cannot wait to move away from all the extra important people in my world, as maybe distance will make our bond a little stronger, lessen the dependency and create a stronger connection and want to see one another. *shrugs* who knows I can only hope huh.
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Practice what you preach. Don’t talk about the theory, live the reality.
I really feel like this journey that I am on is the beginning of me finding myself. I have always wanted to be a fit, healthy human being, and I am finally living that reality, it is hard, I wont lie, and some days I just would prefer not to get out of bed, but the reality is, I have to anyway.
I want to live a long prosperous life.
I want to see my children's children come into the world. I want everything in between to be as magnificent as we can make it, and maybe even more, and I want to be everything that I believe in. I want to be my own role model. Surely it is creatable.
I have so much I want to live for, and I really believe that I have the willpower to flourish into the human being I so desire.
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Having my amazing Husband home for the past five days, has been, a breath of fresh air, like my summer has come in the middle of winter. He is the most amazing father... He has been working for over 2 months straight, and would you believe it.. the poor guy didn't get one sleep in, I got sleep ins until after 8 every day he was home. He's a keeper.
So back to the changing over of having a father/husbandless routine tomorrow. Back to late night workouts and eating alone. I feel a sense of sadness, more so for our little ones, they have loved having daddy here, playing non stop, having loads of fun.
It has rained most of the week but we have managed to cram a fair bit in that time, especially now there are no daytime naps happening in our house anymore. Oh how I miss a nanna nap on an rainy winters day with my baby snuggled into the warmth of my body, while I breath in that baby goodness smell..
Its too late to go dive into bed for a nap now.... let alone dream about it.... I must take myself into the kitchen to cook one last wholesome family dinner for My Family, we have friends and family heading over tonight. Sucks for me to be eating raw broccili and tuna while they have home made pizza. Such is life. I will have a bikini body if it kills me.
"The first wealth is health."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
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